Tomorrow is my birthday. So that means, no sleep tonight.
How old will I be, you wonder? 19. And still very very excited. how pathetic.

But this year I only wish for one thing.
Okay two.
Okay three.
But that is where it stops.
And I know I wont get any of those things I wish for.

Now I will make a cake.
something similar to this cake;

This one I made with a friend of mine for her birthday!!

I'll show it when its done =)

A whole new era

Since a while I feel like a whole new era has begun. Nothing is the same. Really nothing. And for the people that don't know me that well; I'm not a big fan of new things to happen.
Well, I do like new things, but I don't like things to end.
But I know I just have to let go. And let it be. And things like that.

Lots to think about

well, that was a night we wont forget very soon.


I will give details in a while, now I have to be busy doing awesome stuff!



sneakprevieuw;
How do boys work? ~ tips from someone who should know.
Boys from amsterdam are all the same an explanation.
and more.
stay tuned.
;-)

on this stormy night

I just want to tell you to let it be.
go inside your mind and think about the things you love the most in live.
It helps I promiss
♥

I fixed you

With a little help from the photostorewoman!


And all the pictures are crappy. The only kindof cool looking, is that first one I posted.
I like it.
I am happy now =)

All the more reasons to see you this saturday.
♥

I smiled, and you noticed.

Since last June I am taking singing classes. I have them every Tuesday, and afterwards I am allways euphoric.
My teacher, who is just a little older than me and goes to a music school, is the best thing that could happen to me, I think. She believes in me, which I didn't, before. Because no one did.
She is now helping me writing songs. Before I was so hard on myself. Everything was bad, in my opinion, and I was stupid, not making sense. But now she taught me that you don't have to write a perfect song. especially not the first time. Just write 100 songs, throw 99 out, and have 1 beautiful song left.
So today, I finally wrote my song. And it’s not perfect, so I love it, and she loves it too. This is the first time I am really proud of myself. The first time I allow myself to be happy about something I made. And if someone doesn’t like it, I think I can handle that now. So next week we will record it and I'll put it on my blog.
And If you like it, that’s okay.
But if you don't. That’s okay too.
I like it. That’s what matters.

Paris

last year I went to Paris with my mom and it was awesome.
We discovered the whole city in 2 days. Went absolutely everywhere. Eiffel tower, louvre, montmartre notre dame, you name it, we saw it. [yay for undergrownds, and nice french people.]

I just re-watched the pictures, and it made me so happy!!

As you can see, my mom is the coolest!!



I left my heart in Paris. Somewhere underneath the eiffel tower.